Catchup time

Catchup...
Orginally posted 22-04-06

Ok so I've been falling behind on the daily entry thing, this is to make up for that. I'm heading out to leeds tonight to meet absolutley everyone under the sun. It's going to be another legendary CarpePM night, and I feel like there is a lot of success heading my way. I'm in a great mood. It's also a buddies borthday so it will be fun to hang with them, the guy owes me, I GOT HIM LAID! Simply by winging him in once... man... He owes me big time.

#3 Procrastination
	Date Posted: 04-20-2006 at 01:23 PM -
I want to defenstrate my procrastinantion. Help me people. I'm terrible for it, I have a project I'm working on and instead of diving nose first into it and messing with the code I've contented to find a solution and surf for 20 mins. My comprimise is writing in my journal about it. I'm trying to figure out News Rover the newsgroup software, man they could make it a little more user friendly to say the least. I spent £100 on a headset to talk on skype and while I was there I bought the hard drive I've needed for months. I'm beyond skint right now its silly. Some of my money making idea's absolutley have to come through, my career seems faded in the background right now. I'm all about making a success of my life's work. I can't wait for some more movement. I'm dying to get to the chicago bootcamp, but its all money problems stopping me, it's insane. I've felt like I've been on the virge of greatness for so long, others see me as that person. It's time to deliver.

*YAWN* Early

Date Posted: 04-19-2006 at 09:50 AM -

Getting to work early sucks like a dyson in space. I'm not cut out for this early start business, but yet at the same time I get far more done, simply because I get bored of doing nothing after a couple of hours. Look out a Sydlewave! Cat is so darned funky, having msn messages from cool people I've met since entering the community does make the early part of the day start a little better. I had a mini ephiphany yesterday while talking to Mav. It seems that I seem to loose my way, or my commitment mid sarge, ot before the day 2. I need to push for closes with the girls that REALLY matter. Once I have those, work on getting and doing well in a day 2 with them. Most of the time I've been time bridging when I should have been number closing. I did this because I knew I hadn't built enough comfort. Mav sent me a really interesting document on building deeper and wider rapport. Level 1: A2 like story Level 2: Childhood like story, bringing in emotions Level 3: Personal story, show vulnerability Level 4: Blow her mind with your personality depth I'm capeable of all of the above, I just haven't been using much more than Level 1. So attraction was built and I was escalating kino while conversation was pretty much on the same level. Isolating is a requirement too, I need to bounce even in the same venue. Danny was supposed to join me at the gym yesterday, didn't turn up, seems he has made his choice to NOT have an awesome body when he goes to AUS. I was quite disapointed tbh, I could have used the spotter on the bench, I'm doing quite well latley and I don't want to regress at all. Harlequin should be free to work on the new CarpePM site soon, YAY! We're both dying to get to Chi town this June, but finances are making that difficult. Must do more cardio at the gym tonight, no matter how late it makes me, screw those guys, they hardly turn up sometimes, so cardio required, then go nuts on the back and legs. Not sure wether to bother with steph OR clare since they both seem to be all over the place latley, sod them. As for the uni girls that are heading back soon, I might send them a teaser txt, see if anything comes of it. Edit: Sycronicity moment of the day. I just finish that paragraph and a David D email comes through about keeping a woman interested in you.

I'm a little teapot
	Date Posted: 04-18-2006 at 02:26 PM -
So I have to start a Journal, I'm forcing myself. I need an outlet for my strem of conciousness because otherwise it would be forever lost. It struck me today that music can have a profound effect on your ability to see the world differently. I often check out my favourite toons while on the commute to Leeds, and find myself at my most inspired in those moments. I fill my calendar with idea's, thoughts and musings. We as a species need to use these moments to our best advantage, when we walk the path of inspiration it is essential we utilize the opportunity. So yeah, sunday night was fun, bouncing around Halifax with fellow Harlequinja's. Shame I couldn't spend more time catching up with some of my local buds, but there will be ample time for that when I'm a millionaire playboy. It's weird being on lots of time bridges at once, I'm spoilt for choice with girls, and they cancel each other out. Its nuts. The 7s are all over me, and the 9s are in the distance shooting IOIs at me. I need a sign that says "shut up and shag me"... heh. Anyhoo, life is good, I can code PHP! WOOO! Go me.